the art of self destruction

What is this? I don't know. I know that I don't think it's finished. I know that it isn't what I intended it to be.

Initially just an underwater doodle, this has become some sort of odd illustration of my current mental/emotional state.

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I apologise, sort of, for the large size. I realise it's probably unnecessarily large, but there are some small details in there that I thought you might like to have a good look at.

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tools: illustrator cs